Stuck, Trapped, Imprisoned

Have you ever experienced the feeling of being stuck, trapped, imprisoned? The feelings that you are not where you are supposed to be and yet you cannot get out, not yet. You have to keep it on your stride and keep going. All you want to go is home - somewhere where it all makes more sense.
You stuck your head in the sands trying to fit in an environment that you just do not like , yet you do it for the sake of status...to tell others that you did it, you saw, experienced, hated it, yet you've done it. You tell yourself that it is the last time you trap yourself and before you know it you repeat the same mistakes all over... How to break the pattern? Redefine the experience...

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People & Money – The real problem is to not act

A quick extract of an article I wrote after an event I've organised in Leicester with the support of Positive Money and Transition Leicester. You can access the full article on Positive Money Blog . ''In the last few months, I contemplated the idea of organising an event in Leicester about Money and the financial system. I first started by looking for a supportive group of individuals to do it with but after few unsuccessful attempts in recruiting people and ensuring continuous involvement, it became clear that speaking was not enough but that I had to take action. I was letting go of my passive consumer shield to be more of an active citizen. With the full support of Transition Leicester and Positive Money, 5 knowledgeable key speakers were invited. 40 people managed to attend the event. Food, hot and cold drinks were available for everyone to share. The evening turned out not only to be fun and interesting but also educating. This was a moment we travelled in a l...

C'est triste et c beau en meme temps

Philippe, Popo et Marie Toto sont dans la cuisine. Assise sur une chaise, son carnet sur les genoux, elle le regarde et attends. Elle veux toute son attention. Il marque le pas dans la cuisine, attrape une pomme et une petite Assiette. Coupes la pomme,la met dans l'assietre mange la pomme. Croise les bras. Se touche le menton. Reflechit. Il s'assoit enfin. Elle repete sa question: Marie Toto: Que voudrais tu?... Philippe: Pour quoi? Pour la fin? Elle hoche la tete Philippe: mais je ne sais pas. Quel drole daffaire Le silence pese Philippe J'aimerais qu'il fasse beau ce serait bien quand meme Marie Toto A oui ce serait bien mais ca je ne peut pas tassurer qu'il fasse grand soleil Philippe: oui bien sur... Ce serait bien que pierre lise un texte et que to marie, que tu sois ma voix.que tu parle pour moi marie, que tu sois ma voix Marie toto : moi ta voix? Quel voix? Ma voix avec la tienne alors que tu ne sera plus la.. Je ne suis ni actrice ni directr...

What did I learn from analysing my expenditure after a year

In the following blog post, I share the results of two analysis. The first one is an analysis of my spendings by categories after a year, the second is analysis of what I want to achieve by category. The analysis contribute to my main aim which is to achieve financial independence. I am currently trying to pay a debt - 12K for a student loan. To do the first analysis, I downloaded all the statements from my current account in an excel format. I assigned a category to each entry. What are the results? I allocated 18% of my resources to my loan and the same amount to travel to France and have a couple of trip in the UK. I spent more money on conspicuous consumption than food. I did not have many outings that involved financial expenditure. What am I missing? I haven't got a good idea of what all the cash I have taken out was used for. A part of it must be to commute to work, then it is a mix of food shopping, outings, shopping and more outings. For the second analyy...

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