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Broken heart part 1

We decided to destroy the wall in our mind and use the stones for the foundation of something greater.
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They were hurt. Their hearts were bleeding. A wall was erected to ensure that no more damage could be further made. A small bird was sitting on a wall passing messages between the two hearts. As the messages went back and forth, the wall got taller, the hearts got weaker and the bird got bigger. They could not see the truth. An attempt was made by one of the heart to put a window to speak directly to the other one.the other heart got scared and said "please bird, take me away?" As the heart by the window saw the heart and the bird leaving. She wept "if only I had the strength to destroy the wall".
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A stone spoke to her "pick me up I am a stepping stone to your recovery''. And so the heart, pick up one by one each of the stone to create the foundation of something greater. It is only the beginning of the journey said one of the stone. The broken heart smiled knowing deep inside that a paridise will be built.
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Will the bird and the heart return? She asks herself. One of the stone told her to not dwell on the possibility. Her paradise is to be built for her and those who wish to be there. She should let go of any attachments on the outcome. She smiled knowing that her heart will be mended soon

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