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Stop Binge Watching, Escape for real

A decision has been made to deal with few addictions.

One is netflix.

I decided to transform my addiction to binge watch TV as an opportunity for growth.

I'll reward myself with watching my favourite series after completing a number of hours of chores or more specifically necessary work.

I am aware that Netflix and any other form of addiction is an opportunity to escape from the harsh boring reality of being bound to a box somewhere in a building behind another box when I would like to be outside to feel the sunshine on my skin. I am aware that Netflix and any other form of addiction is an opportunity to escape from the harsh boring reality that I live in the United Kingdom and that there is no sunshine everyday.

Yet, if I want to go somewhere with the sunshine and work in a place where I can be a bit more outside, I need to finish my thesis. there is no other way around it. So I am rewarding myself to face my reality for a number of hours in order to escape in a dream world for a couple of hours at times until I can finally escape....

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