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Homesick

THEY: Would you join our community?

I: I tried and I can't I am already homesick.

THEY: How can you be homesick?

I: Well, don't get me wrong, you are lovely people but your food is too greasy and full of meat and it is making me sick..you are probably not getting sick cos you use to it, you have a belly protection. then you are bullies when I do not agree with you, you look down on me and keep asking me ' why and who do you think you are? You are wasteful, yet thoughtful and not politically engaged. You have created a bubble which is not in phase with the world.

THEY: Who do you think I am? Do you think you are better?

I: I am not better. I am different and I can't let go of those differences just to fit in your practices...I'll creates my own community using your model with people who share the same values and attitudes as me...

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